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FIDO MESSAGE AREA==> TOPIC: 172 CRAFTING Ref: EFC00001 Date: 11/06/97
From: WENDY APGAR Time: 11:23pm
\/To: ALL (Read 0 times)
Subj: Feeling Desperate
It has been very difficult for me to stay caught up
on some things, like e-mail. My pain is really bad
right now and I'm taking the meds which help some
and for that I am thankful.
But I feel like there are those of us who have more
than our share to deal with. Those of us who deal
with abuse issues, physical problems, financial
problems etc.... it is overwhelming.
On top of everything right now I am again having
trouble with medicare. I know that there were problems
with them paying the therapy for a while in the past
but since it got worked out the company that pays
for the medicare billings switched and my therapist
is again having to deal with them and the way they
have or haven't been paying. They have asked for
all the chart notes and those are things Steve has
told me that it would be counterproductive to share
with me in therapy and yet he has to give them to
medicare. I don't know if medicare will cover my
therapy or not, but I do know that it affects everything
including my ability to cope.
My pain level was really high yesterday and I took
my meds and went to the appointment. Because of the
medicine that I had misfigured, I had a terrible
time making it home and only God protected me from
an accident. Today with the pain really really bad
... level 9 on a scale of 1-10, I made the decision
to take enough meds to get it down to a 7 or so and
not go to my therapy appointment thinking that I could
still get a phone session like I have in the past
when I felt I needed one. Well, now I can't because of
medicare. Normally it wouldn't have been a problem.
And this leaves me feeling major stressed and upset and
even more self-destructive...and I have been self-
destructive all along in other ways. I feel so hopeless.
I needed help last week with some chores and yet couldn't
get the help and the individual who didn't even call me
to return the call didn't even think it was that
important. Because of one more thing that I couldn't
get help for it makes me all that much more frightened
about the future because of needing help and not being
able to find it.
Thankfully I've had a few card orders from friends that
I've been able to get enough money to cover my RX and
the stamping supplies. And it is a distraction, although
not when the pain is unmanagable. I know I'll probably
do some stamping today just to keep from wanting to
act out on the feelings of worthlessness.
I'm going to try to answer snail mail tomorrow but I'll
have to wait and see how I feel. I've slowly been getting
more cards on the web page as examples and hopefully we
will be able to fine tune it and get it linked by the
first part of next year.
ANyway, any prayers would be helpful. I feel like I'm
losing it at the moment.
wendy
... (A)bort (R)etry (H)ug teddy bear and cry.
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FIDO MESSAGE AREA==> TOPIC: 172 CRAFTING Ref: EFD00000 Date: 11/08/97
From: PAT KNOX Time: 09:47am
\/To: STEWY (Read 0 times)
Subj: crafts
-> Just wondering if anybody out there is into crafting and wants to chat,
trade
-> patterns and ideas...Whatever you want...
->
-> Drop me a line or two..
-> Chow for now...TTYL...Stewy
Stewy, could we have your real name please? First and last. Nicknames are
NOT allowed on fido-net conferences unless you post your real name in the
message also. Thanks in advance.
Pat Knox
Moderator-Crafting
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FIDO MESSAGE AREA==> TOPIC: 172 CRAFTING Ref: EFD00001 Date: 11/07/97
From: LEE ANN HAMM Time: 10:28pm
\/To: LIZ WILLIAMS (Read 0 times)
Subj: Crochet Angels
LW> I've had some pretty ones come out with the gold and
white
>if they are pretty much a stand alone pattern. The flat ones are great to
>decorate too, though, so I'll try a couple both ways.
Good luck with them. I've been making some clothespin angels (first
time I've made these) and I figured that 2 or 3 to each teacher and bus
driver and anyone else I'd like to give a small present to, would be
perfect. I plan to write on the clothespin, under the skirt, the year
and who it was from. This way, the person (years down the road) would
be able to tell how long they had it and who it was from. :-)
Lee Ann Hamm / E-mail Addy: lee.ann.hamm@clickers.org
http://www.premier.net/~lhamm
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FIDO MESSAGE AREA==> TOPIC: 172 CRAFTING Ref: EFD00002 Date: 11/08/97
From: BETTIE WEST Time: 02:35pm
\/To: TERESA HERMAN (Read 0 times)
Subj: klutz club
Sorry to hear of your mishap Teresa..talked to you last year quite a bit but
fell off during the summer months. I'm glad to be back and to be able to talk
with such nice people as yourself..hang on there and soon all will be in top
shape again..in time to do up the Christmas things youve started I
hope..write when you can.. as always, Bettie
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FIDO MESSAGE AREA==> TOPIC: 172 CRAFTING Ref: EFD00003 Date: 11/08/97
From: BETTIE WEST Time: 02:39pm
\/To: WENDY APGAR (Read 0 times)
Subj: Sounds like:
your handling things better than most would Wendy...keep on, keeping on..are
you the lady I talked with last year? I used to be on here quite a bit but
cut back in the summer time..What is your pain caused by. I think the lady I
was talking to had arthritis real bad and lots of pain that's why I thought
you might be her..at any rate , nice talking to you, do take care and I'll
say a little prayer your feeling better soon.
As Always, Bettie
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FIDO MESSAGE AREA==> TOPIC: 172 CRAFTING Ref: EFE00000 Date: 11/09/97
From: WENDY BUCHANAN Time: 06:20pm
\/To: DONNA LEWIS (Read 0 times)
Subj: Have fun...
Hi Donna!
-=> Quoting Donna Lewis to Wendy Buchanan <=-
DL> Everytime I read where folks are using a burner, toaster, iron etc to
DL> heat the EP, it really surprises me.
The people at the outdoor crafts festival where I first saw ep's,
were using a light bulb.
DL> Because it seemed to be so time consuming (guess you could use a
DL> higher wattage bulb), I did get a heat gun last year when I decided to
DL> do more RS, not that I have accomplished that.
You can still do that though, and have a great time doing it! I
know I am. My hubby has been surprised at some of the things he
has seen me make. So, for that matter, have I been!
LadyBear Hugs,
Wendy
... I've been staring at this carton of juice. It says "concentrate."
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FIDO MESSAGE AREA==> TOPIC: 172 CRAFTING Ref: EFE00001 Date: 11/09/97
From: LIZ WILLIAMS Time: 07:53am
\/To: LEE ANN HAMM (Read 0 times)
Subj: Crochet Angels
LAH> Good luck with them. I've been making some clothespin angels (first
LAH> time I've made these) and I figured that 2 or 3 to each teacher and bus
LAH> driver and anyone else I'd like to give a small present to, would be
LAH> perfect. I plan to write on the clothespin, under the skirt, the year
LAH> and who it was from. This way, the person (years down the road) would
LAH> be able to tell how long they had it and who it was from. :-)
Those are fun! I have patterns for the Christmas
Clothespin
Angels by Leisure Arts which really can be used for anytime. I did get
bigger
heads for the clothespins and made larger halos, but they all turned out
cute.
Did one of your patterns (number 1 in my book) have a trim that looped up
into
the dress? I thought that was the neatest thing and started trimming some of
my doilies and shell edgings with that in off colors....its very striking.
We recently moved into a new house that we had been
building
all summer and I've got projects going for every room. Fortunately, my
dearest darling mom has already come down for a visit and is back up in
Tennessee with her crochet needle flying! She did bring me two very cute
afghans....one is a pair of angels in filet mesh (too pretty to even
describe)
and the other is a 'Cat in the Window' lap/ghan that is cute. Let me know
if
you are looking for any patterns like these...we've been gathering angels and
cats for some time.
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FIDO MESSAGE AREA==> TOPIC: 172 CRAFTING Ref: EFE00002 Date: 11/09/97
From: STEWY Time: 11:16am
\/To: PAT KNOX (Read 0 times)
Subj: Re: crafts
Hi Pat,
-=> Quoting Pat Knox to Stewy <=-
-> Chow for now...TTYL...Stewy
PK> Stewy, could we have your real name please? First and last.
PK> Nicknames are NOT allowed on fido-net conferences unless you post your
PK> real name in the message also. Thanks in advance.
No problem Pat...the bbs I use has uses an alias so it just automatically
sets up that way...
My real name is Kim Stewart...I will use it in the message from now on; it's
really not a problem...sorry about that:-)
chow for now...Kim
... Life's a beach, but someone's gotta live it.
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FIDO MESSAGE AREA==> TOPIC: 172 CRAFTING Ref: EFE00003 Date: 11/09/97
From: ANNE MCREARY Time: 03:11am
\/To: ALL (Read 0 times)
Subj: COE Reminder
Hello All!
Just a quick reminder to let you all know that time is running out if you
ave
ornaments to go on the Children's Tree at MaryBridge, they need to be here
NOW! < I can get them to Margaret Richards as late as the 20th or 25th
ut
absolutely NO LATER! She has to inventory each and every last ornament by
description PRIOR to December 1st. December 1st is the day the tree will be
decorated and placed on display.
So far the ornaments have been LOVELY!!!
Let's Get Stitchin!
Anne McReary
mcreary@oz.net
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FIDO MESSAGE AREA==> TOPIC: 172 CRAFTING Ref: EFE00004 Date: 11/09/97
From: GLADYS BOWERSOX Time: 07:57pm
\/To: ALL (Read 0 times)
Subj: ornaments
just want to say my xmas ornaments have all been sent
Hope you enjoy them
happy turkey day to all
gladys
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